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28 yELLaki modaTi sAri EdO conference ki ani vimAnaM ekkAnu . tarvAta seminArlakI kAn&faren&sulakI ennO dESAlu tirigAnu. eMdarO So called intellectuals kalisAnu. charchiMchAnu, arkiMchAnu. jamIMdArI kuTuMbaMlO Aruguru saMtAnaM lO aidava vADigA puTTAnu. nirlakshyaMgA perigAnu. chinnappaTi nuMchI mukkusUTigA vyavahariMchaDaM, nishkarshagA tOchiMdi cheppaDaM valla mitrulakannA SatruvulE ekkuva. MdarikI nachchE vidhaMgA uMDaTaM nAku chEtakAdu. addaMlO chUsukuMTE nA kaLLallO nAku oka vidhamaina Atma viSvAsaM kanipistuMdi. aMdarU dAnni pogarannAru. evarEmanukunnA paTTiMchukunE manastatvaM kAdu nAdi. padELLagA rAkapOkalu lEvani amma bAdhapaDutuMTE chinnappuDu oka sAri mAvayya vALLiMTiki veLLAnu. iMTlOki veLLagAnE dAritappi vachchAvEMTrA ani aDigAru. aMtE ika A tarvAta E baMdhuvula iMTikI veLLa lEdu.
mEGAlni chIlchukuMTU flaiT muMduku pOtuMTE nA j~nApakAlni tavvukuMTU nEnu venakki veLutunnAnu. ennO j~nApakAlu. 24 yELLakE indian railways lO Electrical enginIr gA join avaDaM, marO reMDELLakE A udyOgAnikI nAkU posagaka rAjInAmA chEseyyaDaM rAjIpaDani nA manastatvAniki udAharaNa. tarkiMchE alavATu ekkuva kAvaDaM valla pratIdAnnI KaMDiMchAnu prati vishayaMpainA praSnArdhakAla dhanassu ekkupeTTAnu. hEtumUlamaina pASchAtya tatvaSAstraM A daSalO nannu ekkuvagA AkarshiMchiMdi 'nEnAlOchistunnAnu kAbaTTE nEnunnAnu' anna rini DekArTE ni amitaMgA abhimAniMchAnu. A prabhAvaMlO hiMdU tatvaSAstrAnni uTTi Trash gA koTTi pArEsAnu. aitE kramaMgA AlOchanA, hEtuvU manalni eMtO dUraM tIsukeLLalEvani grahiMchAnu. A daSalO chadivina haks lI gEyaM nAku kaDa dAkA gurtuMDipOtuMdi.
kAlaM sAgipOtuMdi
cheTla mAnula naDuma toMgi chUstuMdi chaMdamAma
I tikamaka rAtrini veligiMchu velugEdI?
jADalu digaviDachani SUnyaM mana nishkramaNa
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j~nAnaM kasaradu..kaMTa taDipeTTadu gA mari
nIvu nErpina j~nAnAniki uppoMgipOtAnu nEnu!
oka tummeda mIda Ayana rAsina I gEyaM, j~nAnaM anEdi buddhi, tarkaM, hEtuvu vITanniTikI atItamainadani eMtO kavitAtmakaM gA cheppaDaM appaTilO nannu eMtO abburaparichiMdi.A daSalOnE jen buddhijaM, anniTikannA utkRushTamaina hiMdU tatva SAstrAlnI kshuNNaMgA adhyayanaM chEsAnu. Zen Buddhism lOni, hiMdU tatvaSAstraMlOni similarities mIda research chEsi kASI hiMdU viSva vidyAlayaM nuMDi DAkTarET poMdAnu.
Zen buddhism -- An Indian's view ani nEnu rAsina pustakAniki ennO avArDulu vachchAyi. A tarvAta adE viSvavidyAlayaMlO philosophy professor gA 30 yELLu panichEsi riTairayyAnu. eduTi vALLaki EmI teliyadanna assumption tO chEsina Teaching profession nAku saMtRuptinichchiMdi. adi nA ahaM saMtRupti cheMdaDaM valla kAvachchu.aMdarU gauravistE nAku viMta saMtRupti kaligEdi. A gauravaM kOsaM chinna chinna AnaMdAlaki nEnu dUramayyAnEmO ani appuDappuDu anipistuMdi.
Excuse me sir... pakkana kUrchunna ammAyi piluputO nA gatAnubhavAla nemaruvEta ki terapaDiMdi. talatippi A ammAyi vaipu chUsAnu. 18 yELLu uMTAyi. iMkA kaumArapu amAyakatvaM muKaMlOMchi pOlEdu. AsaktitO kUDina kaLLu EdO telusukOvAlanukunE A ammAyi ubalATAnni bahirgataM chEstunnAyi. innisArlu prayANiMchinA pakka vALLatO mATlADina saMdarbhAlu chAlA takkuva. vALLE svayaMgA mATlADitE gAni nEnu eppuDU chorava tIsukuni mATlADiMdi lEdu. adI flaiT`lO aitE evari lOkaMlO vALLu munigi uMTAru. kAnI I ammAyi.
'mIru chaduvutunna pustakaM...' aMTU nILLu namulutOMdi.
nEnu navvi 'nIku ardhaM kAdammA...idi chAlA kashTamaina pustakaM' annAnu.
'mA DADI kUDA eppuDU iMtE sAr`. E pustakaM guriMchi aDiginA ilAgE cheptAru ani , nijaM gA A filAsafI aMta kashTamA sAr`?' ani aDugutOMdi.
'kashTaM kAdammA... filAsafI E mAtraM kashTaM kAdu... filAsafI aMTE manishi manishi gA bratakaDaM. adi innALLaki telusukunnAnu kAbaTTE mUDu vArAla Trip ni kEn&sil chEsukoni,SArada daggaraki veLLipOtunnAnu...' nA aMtarAtma nAku chebutunna mATalu A ammAyi ki vinipistE bAvuNNu.
SArada... PhD chEstunna kAlaMlO iMTlO amma pOru bhariMchalEka Amenu peLLi chEsukunnAnu. sekaMD fAraM varaku chadivina palleTUri ammAyi SArada.amAyakatvaM tO kUDina aMdaM Amedi. amAyakatvaM,Orpu,anaMtamaina sahanaM kalistE SArada rUpudiddukuMdEmO anipiMchEdi. EdI tarkiMchaDaM Ameku chEta kAdu. evarEM cheppinA nammEsEdi. vAdiMchaDaM valla origEdEdI lEdani Ame nammakaM. peLLaina kottallO nA pAMDityAnni pradarSiMchEMduku AmetO vAdiMchaDAniki prayatnistE tanaki EmI teliyadani hUMdA gA oppukOvaDaM nannu nivvera parichiMdi. ekkaDO Accident lO 10 maMdi pillalu chanipOyArani telisi ikkaDa Ime vilavilalADipOyEdi. Ame amAyakatvAniki nAku navvochchEdi.
aitE appuDappuDu mAtraM nEnu pagalu rAtri adhyayanaM chEsi telusukunna vishayAlu Ame chinna chinna padAllO cheppEstuMTE nAku AScharyaM kaligEdi. pAMDityaMkannA j~nAnaM muKyamanna mATaki saraina ardhaM lA Ame nAku kanipiMchinA, Ame goppatanAnni E mAtraM aMgIkariMchani AtmaviSvAsaM nAdi.aitE adi AtmaviSvAsaM kAdu ahaMkAraM ani telusukODAniki nAku aTTE samayaM paTTalEdu.ayinA A vishayAnni kUDA Ame daggara EnADU oppukOlEdu.
okasAri kOpaMtO evarinO tiDutuMTE 'eMdukaMDI aMdarinI tiTTaDaM? vALLani ilA tiTTaDaM valla mIku origEdEmiTi? vALLa balahInatalatO pATu vALLani prEmiMchalErA?' ani aDigiMdi. sUfI kavula tatvAnni okka mATalO cheppEsina Ame nA dRushTilO saMskAra SiKarAlapaiki okkO meTTU ekkutU veLLipOtuMTE, nEnu saMkuchita manastatvAla agAdhAllOki kUrukupOtunnaTlu anipiMchEdi. I mAnasika saMGarshaNalO akAraNaM gA Ame nu kOppaDinA OrputO bhariMchina Ame chirunavvu nannu niluvunA kOsEsEdi.ayinA pagalani pAshANAbhyaMtarAlu nAvi. 38 yELLa dAMpatyaMlO EnADU Ameku ivvAlsina gauravaM ivvalEdu. okkasAri kUDA manasfUrtigA Amenu mechchukOni garvaM nAdi.
idaMtA eMduku chebutunnAnaMTE chAlA yELLu gA nannu mella mellagA dahiMchEstunna I aparAdha bhAvaM I madhya mariMta tIvramaiMdi. rOju rOjukI digajArutunna SArada ArOgyaM agni ki AjyaM pOstOMdi..E lekchar iddAmannA EdO mahA sarpaM veMTADutunna bhrAMti. oka mahAnEtraM maMdalistunna bhrAMti. oka prasaMgaM ivvaDAniki chachchi bratakAlsi vastOMdi.aMdukE SrIlaMka lOni vividha viSvavidyAlayAllO haikU kavi bashO kavitA tatvaMpai ivvAlsina lekchar sirIs ni ardhAMtaraM gA mugiMchukuni, riTairayyAka seTil ayina vijayavADa veLLipOtunnAnu. kanIsaM ippaTikainA Ame daggara nannu nEnu AvishkariMchukOvAlani ASapaDutunnAnu.
'sAr ... EMTi sAr chinna praSna ki iMtalA AlOchistunnAru. aMta kashTamaitE cheppodduleMDi. ayinA kAsEpaTlO flaiT haidarAbAdlO lEMD avabOtOMdi' ani A ammAyi anE dAkA nEnu flaiT lO unnaTlE marchipOyAnu. A ammAyiki bAy cheppEsi eyir`pOrT nuMchi bayaTapaDDAnu.
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Hyderabad lO Airport nuMchi railvE sTEshan ki TAksI SaravEgaMtO dUsukupOtOMdi. okka signal paDinA asahanaM perigipOtOMdi. TAksIlO kUrchoni AmetO EM mATlADAlA ani AlOchistunnAnu. nA jIvitaMlO ennO pariSOdhanA vyAsAlu,pustakAlu rAsi ennO lekcharlichchina nEnu ilA SArada tO saMbhAshaNa elA prAraMbhiMchAlani iMtalA AlOchiMchaDaM nAku navvu teppistOMdi.
railvE sTEshan nuMDi iMTiki fOn chEsAnu. maMgamma fOn etti ayya gArU amma gAriki ArOgyaM EmI bAgOlEdu ani chebutOMdi. mari I vishayaM nAku veMTanE eMduku teliyajeyyalEdaMTE mimmalni
disturb cheyyaDaM eMdukani ammagArE cheppoddannAru aMdi. sarE nEnu veMTanE vastunnAnani cheppi fOn peTTEsAnu. nA SAradaku EmI kAkUDadu ..Train lO aMtA idE AlOchana.nEnu hAspiTal ki veLLEsariki snEhitulu aMtA mUgi unnAru.maMchaMpaina SArada EvO teliyani Saktula penugulATalO mUsuku pOtunna kaLLani balavaMtaM gA teruchukuni uMdi.
nA guriMchE mRutyuvuni saitaM ApiMdEmO annaTTu nA vaipu chUsi jIvaM lEni chirunavvokaTi navviMdi. adE Ame AKari chiru navvu.yugayugAlu gA mRutyuvu jIvAnni chUsi navvutunna chirunavvu. nA hRudayapu rAti gODalni braddhalu cheyyAlani jIvitAMtaM prayatniMchina chirunavvu, nA laibrarIlOni tatvaSAstra graMdhAlanniMTinI trAsulO oka pakkapeDitE alavOkagA tElcheyyagala nirmalamaina chirunavvu. okkasAri Ame bratikitE Ame oDilO talapeTTukuni nA alpatvAnni aMgIkariMchi guMDelu pagilElA EDuddAmani uMdi.chivariki nAku A avakASaM kUDA ivvalEdu..chAvulO saitaM Ame nannu jayiMchiMdi.
EDustunnAnu. kannIru munnIru gA EDustunnAnu. A kannITi pravAhaMlO innELLa ahaMkAraM,pAMDityaM annI koTTukupOtunnAyi. mila milA merustunna nA aMtaraMgaM okkaTE migiliMdi. tanu AripOyi nannu veligiMchina nA SAradaku Emichchi RuNaM tIrchukOgalanu? nA hRudayaM praSAMtamaina velugu vAhini. suKadu@hKAlanu visarjiMchi udrEkAlaki atItamaina mahattara chaitanyaM nannu alamukoMdi. sonOmI cheppina EkAMta dIpaM innALLaki nAlO veligiMdi. I niSchalatalO EdO jen kavita gurtuku vastOMdi.
kamanIya kAMti AdhyAtmika SAMti
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